[Backdated to NYE] Jax's Room [NWS eventually]

[nomoreinnocence]

There was no way she was letting herself be completely sidetracked this time, so she'd spent a good part of the day cooking - brownies, lasagna, salad, raspberry pie and garlic bread. She'd loaded everything except the lasagna and garlic bread, which were just about done, into bags, added a bottle of champagne and two glasses for midnight, and made her way across the hall.

She 'knocked' on the door with her foot since both her arms were full and waited for Jax to answer.

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[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

"C'mon," he urged, watching her hand, watching his dick just inside her. "C'mon. Come, Lana. Come, already."

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

She shifted to take him inside her, grinding down on him hard and fast enough to make herself come with the first thrust, muscles clenching on him tightly as the rest of her let go.

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

"FUCK!" With that, his grip tightened on her hips and he moved her, up and down on his dick, even as he felt her muscles rippling around her. "Fuck, yeah!"

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

She let him move her, feeling herself rising again. She ground down on him, leaning forward shakily to kiss him hard, biting at his lips.

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

That was more like it. Rough, that sideline of pain that just made things sharper.

Holding her around the waist, he rolled until he was on top, over her. That way, he could get to his knees and pull her down on him over and over. Already his balls were getting tight. Fuck. Fuck!

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

Lana clung to him, arms around his neck, moving with him, hard and urgently. And then she was coming again, burying her face in his shoulder and biting down to try and muffle her scream.

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

His last thrusts were brutal into her before Jax came with a huffed-out shout, pushing through it before finally slowing.

"Fuck," he whispered in her ear. "You just keep surprising me."

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

She held onto him, tightly, face still buried against his neck, breath coming hard - almost sounding like sobs.

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

"Hey." He held her tighter. "Lana? You all right?"

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

She nodded against him, not raising her head or letting go. "Fine. Just... overwhelmed. I never... never felt anything like that before," she whispered.

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

"Like what?" He asked, turning onto his side, pulling her with him so he could card through her hair.

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

She was shaking despite herself, eyes a little damp. "Anything that powerful and overwhelming."

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

It's just sex, he was tempted to say, but he didn't. Instead, he leaned in, gently kissing her forehead, quiet as he held her.

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

God, he probably thought she was such an idiot. She took a deep breath, trying to pull herself together. "I'm fine," she whispered, kissing his chest. "I'm fine."

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

He just smiled against her forehead. Canting his hips back, he pulled off the condom, tossing it, and tugged Lana against his chest. He was shit at this kind of thing, just hoping that she didn't take his not-talking as anything other than that.

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

She was used to guys who talked even less than Jax in bed, so she didn't think twice about it, except to hope he wan't lying there rolling his eyes at her while she couldn't see.

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

After a moment not spent rolling his eyes, Jax asked, "You do the New Year's resolution thing?"

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

She shrugged, content to lie there against him, lightly tracing patterns on his chest. "Sometimes. They never seem to last long. You?"

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

"Shit," he chuckled. "No. I mean if I were home, I might. But I'm not, you know? What's the point of it."

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

She smiled against his skin. "Well, they say that you stay at the village till you've learned some lesson. Maybe we should. See if that changes anything."

"Though... this is probably better than anything I can find back home. There I'll just be on the run the rest of my life."

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

Jax's arm tightened around her. That wasn't right. "So, you want to stay here?" He asked, not judging. "This is better than back there, huh?"

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

She shrugged again. "Back home? I've got a multi-billionaire husband who'll move heaven and earth to find me once he discovers I'm not dead, which won't take him long. I'll never be safe, never be able to settle down or stop looking over my shoulder."

"All I've ever wanted is a family. A home of my own. I won't ever have that."

"And if he finds me..." She shuddered. "I'd die before I let him do that to me again. Protection isn't the only reason I carry a gun."

She couldn't quite say out loud that she'd kill herself first, but she figured he was smart enough to get it.

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

After a moment spent glaring at the ceiling, Jax said, quietly. "Sounds like you should stay here. And I should take you to the firing range they got here. Make sure you know how to fire that thing."

[nomoreinnocence.livejournal.com]

"I'm in no hurry to learn whatever my lesson is," Lana admitted. "And I'd be glad to go with you, but I assure you I'm pretty damned good. Even your least favorite person would vouch for me there."

"If we ever manage to leave this room," she said with a smile he could feel against his skin. "As I recall you asked me out, but so far we've only made it in."

[son-ofanarchy.livejournal.com]

Jax grinned. "You want a real date, huh?" He asked. "I guess we can do that."

But speaking of Gibbs. "You talk to him about me?"